December 2011
3 posts
delayed post in Nov 2011: farewell and new hope of...
29/11/2011 farewell and new hope for meeting my girl Zhou nearby.^ this month i grew with my son, in pc games as well as in emotional difficulties. my dearest son, warrenzh 朱楚甲, sites’ owner of warozhu.com and wozon.net, visited my QRRS dorm last Friday night, among cheers of my improved salary, which amount to ￥2500. his growing teeth in rotating period and sometimes funny when laughing...
delayed post in Oct, 2011: chilly winter...
27/10/2011 God breaks me and slow my rhythm for full joy of life.^now is pale morning with frost in air. last night I planned to overnight download a pc game but near 9pm the lan in QRRS Dorms suddenly halted down. for I concentrated in pc gaming, and I also don’t have much pals in the dorm to inquiry the cause, so I let it to resume automatically. but it didn’t. I woke up near 4am and...
delayed post in Sep, 2011: Autumn leaving with...
19/9/2011 a lengthy dream in dawn about manipulation between QRRS authority and me.^first dreamed of the authority of QRRS, my once and long time employer, attempted to shape my way by contacts. then dreamed a staff of the communist youth league of QRRS editing my novel I submitted for a composition competition. then he turned into a girl of my hometown village, trying being friend me. when i woke...
July 2011
2 posts
lunar hottest summer day passed by.
8/7/2011rain rhythm lasted most night.^last night sees the longest and likely thickest raindrops in my 20 years in Qiqihar, northeastern China, from my hometown in Central China, where large rains that can last a month is a common scene. i surfed later than 23:30 with songs and rain rhythm. this dawn i dreamed shopping online. when goods i ordered delivered to me, i felt quite glad. my passed...
distance between the pacific ocean.
riveryog神泉扶明宫(朱子卓)：only American sustains and enable the hero and the heroic characters John shown inherent among free souls on the blessed land of great US. that’s holy. bureaucracy rampant on Asia produced cowards and barking dogs bounding to a poor bone and self-destruction, or even abnormal and insane. God saving Asia since the fall of Yuan Dynasty and erection of Ming, treasure of...
June 2011
4 posts
ash of PRC wouldn't leaves any remnant.
Ma’s losing, is the losing of China, esp. PRC. PRC definitely losing into hell without any mercy from the world co-existing. Ma’s faith on labor prefers investor surely a betray of its growth path, he himself definitely knew it. but still he tried to survive himself from the ruin of PRC, the dictation hell. the event clearly indicts no one saved from ruin of PRC’s short life all...
shiny summer 2011 holding position now.
7/6/2011dreamed of worms in flesh in dawn.^yesterday echoes harmony with Asoh Yukiko. I planned to visit zoo with baby son, warrenzh 朱楚甲 with porks and vegetables, but baby’s mom refused joining us. i waited till afternoon and the sky turned pale. in the period i managed to resort home networks into working, after 3 days down for the telcom mistakenly blocked our broadband service. Its...
morning star of summer 2011 shines now.
7/6/2011dreamed of worms in flesh in dawn.^yesterday echoes harmony with Asoh Yukiko. I planned to visit zoo with baby son, warrenzh 朱楚甲 with porks and vegetables, but baby’s mom refused joining us. i waited till afternoon and the sky turned pale. in the period i managed to resort home networks into working, after 3 days down for the telcom mistakenly blocked our broadband service. Its...
grand season now on position.
7/6/2011dreamed of worms in flesh in dawn.^yesterday echoes harmony with Asoh Yukiko. I planned to visit zoo with baby son, warrenzh 朱楚甲 with porks and vegetables, but baby’s mom refused joining us. i waited till afternoon and the sky turned pale. in the period i managed to resort home networks into working, after 3 days down for the telcom mistakenly blocked our broadband service. Its...
May 2011
3 posts
happy birthday to warrenzh, brightest st
23/5/2011a drizzle to save.^yesterday I had good time with son, warrenzhu 朱楚甲. we gamed a lot and tried new games. baby more or less daunted by the rich of pc games i prepared. at noon he again loathed to eat lunch hurt me, so i angered and taught him a lesson on life and death in sins. when his mom brought him outside, he seldom allowed me to kiss his cheek. i also fixed my financial records with...
dying Chinese in PRC under hopelessness.
benzrad zhu - May 18, 2011 outpost of China democracy, reclaimed my vested land of China under my ancestor with glory., be21zh.org 32岁男子沉迷网游十年离世 临终称真有意思 ugmbbc发布于 2011-05-17 16:51:06|… 窒息的中国社会...
rain of melting down, my moment with lov
12/5/2011time to return.^Its a cloudy morning after a sallow rain last night. i caught the breakfast which is rich. now i felt had to write something to make this blog complete. the sick office i intended to ditch still let me ill for the sinful souls in it any time desperately challenge me, like China surveillance exerts all over scan and constrain over me. life on this scarred continent...
April 2011
2 posts
fool's play for world hero in PRC's doom
China losing on inconsistent with American platform, comparing booming Indian tech human force in US, and losing more till it can’t afford in future. China with its current fake socialism doomed to be buried in coming decade. People in the world will see PRC’s barking in the corner as funny as fool’s play, or dog’s tail chase. the world tomorrow, undebatable the one...
means budding in this sunny Spring.
6/4/2011a gloomy morning, a drizzle in afternoon and a rain in night.^Its first work day after the lunar holiday, Qingming. i joined the ditched office almost on time, to harvest downloadable games for baby son, even i hated to confront the sin on facing desk. all the morning the crap frequently overt stuck out his neck to stare at me, profaned the saint. I didn’t even blink upon the sieged...
March 2011
1 post
life in tunnel looking for bright.
8/3/2011wordless elation for new hope in Spirit.^last night i again dreamed of my sibling gathered for my broken family. i felt sleepy&got up later than 9am. last night in office i tried to settle family qq emails’ interconnection, as the monopoly Chinese portal offers free backup email accounts. but the shit ISP blocked my operation for several times since last weekends, erring too...
December 2010
4 posts
strongest enchanter in these burning years in QRRS...
a day ends in delight.^yesterday is for my second wife, Crowned Queen of China from Japan, Asoh Yukiko. arrived in office early, soon in sunshine. but the sin in office, the monitor, continued to struggle on its door: closed door once i open it, kicked it to shown his dominating. i later roamed in the corridor to avoid the dirt. the facing sin also joined. when its sunny i called the high rank in...
a day barked by wild dog in office.
a day in hot water.^yesterday mainly posting a blog to include recent tweets, &mother’s elapse. posting smoothly except myspace, which failed my logon many times. the sins in office attacked necklessly, the office door again been kicked&quite some evil ears on the floor watched up. i also saw lesbian among female colleagues among the staff, when i visited the neighbor room where...
auspicious winter sunrise.
a day in mourning without regret.^yesterday again saw brutal attacks. the sins in office challenged a lot, the dying monitor again kicked/smashed the door to show blood-thirsty. in the morning baby’s mom buzzed me, for my elder sister informed her my mother in hometown, central China, left the world. my first response is why she didn’t inform me directly, for she knew we lived apart....
a shallow snow manifests Asoh Yukiko's descending.
day for coming Asoh Yukiko, my Crowned Queen from Japan.^yesterday under attacked from sins in office. since the morning the monitor stayed profaned, till defeated by an online lecture on bible i watched. i enjoyed the peace gladly. about an hour before the work time over, they returned, including the facing sin in his vacation, brought their pal who likely a gangster. they challenged me heavily...
November 2010
26 posts
passing the dangerous spyware in the day.
a fine day.^yesterday is fine when i left office in dusk, as God nods me. i read&gained from web. secured myspace account, linked it with my facebook. sorted portable suite at last. the dying monitor all time trying to profane, so did the dying neighbors&once my colleagues in the building. in night buzzed baby, when his mom felt at a loss&warn not to receive my call any more, baby...
silent moment brewing changes.
pale morning, new snow gathering.^yesterday posted a blog entry to include recent tweets&photos, at http://riveryog.blog.163.com/blog/static/122437369201010291014089/ .posting comparably smooth. left office soon after work time over. the demon, the monitor, all day challenged, stayed in office, left exactly when i prepared to leave. God promises me the sinful sank in death&brutality. in...
days in dark of death.
last weekends we played less pc games, for i too elated in purchase, including blank dvds, mouse&mouse pad, power sock to facilitate baby using pc or desk lamp without messy wires his mom usually ignores. moments with baby all bright, esp before i left him on Sunday 5pm, when i held him in arms&on laptop to watch TV. baby sometimes ate less dinner, &bargain for eating. i hope God not...
2 sequent sunny days.
sunny days after snow.^since yesterday i enjoy nice service from meebo.com, God saves. these 2 days sees more idle time online, also more time i enjoyed occupied the office in QRRS alone. in night buzzed baby’s mom, who complained a lot about my abusing bonus. I let her shut up&told her unlikely borrow her money any more in the future. in night reviewed how baby love his own mobile with...
bonus in season arriving.
a day in celebrating.^yesterday finally got family namespace with about.me, a site just roll out of its private stage. then posted tweet daily. the company, QRRS, dispatched bonus among its staff, the sinful monitor in office avoid informing me, while a tricky female colleague let me know&persuade me to fetch my share on my own, but she is not from official channel, so i did like usual: just...
days in elation.
an auspicious day.^yesterday mostly pale, later in afternoon started 3rd snow in winter 2010. got official inform from cashier of the department to fetch bonus of ￥300. there i was even told bonus directly into my bank deposit card is more than ￥1500, while most crew earns ￥2500 or so. so rich meanings in the bulk. the sky likely opener&brighter for me, for I see God’s promise that...
bonus in season arriving.
a day in celebrating.^yesterday finally got family namespace with about.me, a site just roll out of its private stage. then posted tweet daily. the company, QRRS, dispatched bonus among its staff, the sinful monitor in office avoid informing me, while a tricky female colleague let me know&persuade me to fetch my share on my own, but she is not from official channel, so i did like usual: just...
a day under tunnel of profane.
a day sees light.^yesterday mostly busy with posting recent photo for 2nd snow of winter 2010. China surveillance blocked some time, myspace failed my logon strangely many times, but later accept me to post the blog. sins in office again attacked heavily, now that their failure overwhelming&doomed. at noon activated family google apps’ new services. after dinner when i roamed outside...
pure joys in saint snow.
last weekends brings so many touching bliss that i hardly to reiterate. On Saturday i arrived early as baby’s mom let, for baby’s music lesson postponed. we played pc games till baby tired&slept on my shoulders. his mom left awhile to visit her school, i shown her pupils there baby’s album i ordered online from 163.com with a discount from my blogging there. a visiting guest,...
silent day gains.
a day archives.^yesterday again sees fruits. supplemented tracking family google albums&blogs. activated twitter’s authentic with my yahoo account. left office earlier a quarter to avoid dirt in office. roamed additional time outside around QRRS Dorms after dinner. baby son talked to me when i buzzed in. in night rested eyes by scratching on paper. this morning is a frost weather, but...
promise of new family with my girl zhou from Holy.
a day for my 3rd wife, my girl zhou.^yesterday mostly bright, since morning frost clear itself. at noon break, my Internet via corporate lan broke, as frequent cases, i decided to wait to see how long the penalty by China surveillance exerted. when i looked outside of office window, i saw my girl zhou at once. it took seconds before i recognized her, for she in a suite i first time seeing. nothing...
planning equipped baby with a dell desktop.
try to reach out for gift season.^yesterday sees again gaining from web. after noon break, started to research dell desktop as planed last night. contacted dell sell representative for detail, for its site blocked&broken on China mainland. in the coming hours, tried to contact possible credit lender/leaser among my once friends in QRRS, my once employer. all failed, in sunshine outside, till...
praying gift for baby's cyberspace.
a day in danger.^It turned cloudy after noon. the company dispatched winter uniform. the facing guy in office brought mine to test if i would befriend him. i no doubt still on my heel. then the shit attacked me heavily in more than an hour. when i ready for a break after lots of reading. i haunted neighbor rooms. a once follower of my computer enthusiasm proactively talked to me. so i tough them...
bright start: sunny Monday morning.
bright Monday morning.^posted a blog to include recent tweets&comments, also noted recent events in office, &happy with baby son in gaming, at http://benzillar.blog.163.com/blog/static/942754620101015111341460/ . the morning is bright, since last Sunday. QRRS dispatched thick coat&the facing guy likely asked to bring me mine by the way, showily the favor when i busy with my task....
days still bright, through darkness in office.
last week a battle between the monitor in office and me almost led to violence. the demon insisted to close door when he be seat, while i insisted to let the office open. each time i left the office i let the door open, while the dog anytime recently did the contrast to show his animosity. the door was kicked&smashed quite some times by the dog with his foot, who felt he had an advantage in...
great bliss in 2 days.
great bliss.^yesterday conjoint today is a great bliss for me. i saw breathtaking game titles reachable. in office i settled family web presence’s backup online, claimed our accounts with a new Chinese site, inezha.com. also read a lot. the facing gay stayed in office laterly, attempting bail out some dirty water from its last defeat 2 days ago. i waited in office near 7pm, enjoyed moment...
overt torture&life trade in nowadays China mainly...
China nowadays accelerated to sink into dark extinction. the authority begged by all means for cadres’ gangster to make sins in light of day time terror. the authority, mainly offspring of betrayer&gangster&winer among CCP’s hijack of state power in the ruin of republic of China. they now shamelessly steal state power to grind&grill common Chinese as their prey. they buy...
bright day resumes.
bright day after a weak day.^yesterday sees family workshop expanding: family google accounts equipped with rememberthemilk’s task management&backup scheme with backupify.com. its turned pale after noon break. i managed to harvest from web, but later had to contented with stuff nested on local hard disk. baby’s mom said joined her colleague’s celebrating dinner for somewhat...
bright days. tried online printing album first...
bright day.^yesterday is a day of triumph. gays in office heavily profaned. the facing evil half drunk, buzzed quite some of his buddies, arranging his new business tour the company offers together. i posted a blog to include recent tweets, hunting for games downloadable, which delayed me later than 6pm in office. the facing sin stayed to challenge me quite some time after work time over, but God...
listening bible radio.
bright morning.^its sunny today. posted a blog entry for recent tweets, and the happy moments gaming on pc with baby son, warrenzh. enjoyed bible radio at noon break now. thx, God.See this Amp at http://amplify.com/u/erkv
bright days with baby son, warrenzh.
last week shown my more dependence on baby: 2 nights&2 days spent together with baby son, &countless moments when alone enchanted by memories of gaming on pc with the Spirit, baby son. the 2 weekends also saw baby started to differentiate himself from some of my liked games, some occasions i had to drag him to join our old games on the Acer notebook, from lingered in his animation online....
reunited with baby son a night again.
a night harbored near baby son.^yesterday i won a lot from web, as God grants. in office work time, clear most unread feeds. left office soon after work over, buzzed baby for i felt touching love&mercy on him in the dusk, found his mom stayed in her school while the grandma there attending him. decided at once to go over to accompany him. he was watching TV with his grandma when i arrived, his...
hometown's call.
mother’s health reportedly worsen.^yesterday is a bright day. i read&d/l. refined hometown, Zhudajiu’s google profile even been blocked from saving for hours. the facing evil started business travel, while the monitor insisted closing office door to profane nearby. God drove it away later, out of my notice. in night when i buzzed baby, who still refused to receive my call, his mom...
a night reunited with baby son, &Asoh Yukiko, my...
a night reunited with baby son&Asoh Yukiko.^yesterday sees my elation with game “medal of honor”. left office with another bonus from web&in time for dinner in canteen. the web answered via google our problem in a game “lost horizon”, can’t help buzz baby when roamed outside after dinner about the solution for the mission in the game. but baby refused to talk...
a day completed.
a busy work day.^yesterday full of bliss. posted a blog to include baby son’s photos in recent gathering. posting was challenged by new spy&blocking network gears in the company, likely just next floor in the same building, done narrowly this morning. gays in office also exerted its best dirt upon me. but the fruit of the day is sweet, no matter online or offline stuff. in the night when...
golden memory amplifying early winter sunshine.
Its a brilliant weekends. so much glorious moments with baby in pc games. we tried different games, mostly we proceeded missions successfully. baby also first time noticed the rich of game store i collected. its also a week i totally ditched mouse in office. i also got irritated awhile with baby who once refused his animation online, a domestic product&quite orthodox&boring or even...
October 2010
21 posts
a wonderful day.
a wonderful day.^yesterday is a neaty&fit day, near 5:20pm, i packed my portable&left office free of anxious. but in the beginning of afternoon is not so lucky. when it turned pale in sky i left office to visit baby in his kindergarten, as i had the idea last night in dorm, for the day is Oct 28. the guard of the kindergarten, likely a retired cop, locked me outside after i shown him my...
Asoh Yukiko enter my life, since this dawn.
a day of Asoh Yukiko.^yesterday is really a winning day, just like what i told baby son last night, God rewards times for what the Son suffered: i got full of stuff i admired of from web. this dawn i dreamed of Asoh Yukiko, my Crowned Queen from Japan, who lingered quite some time with me in dream, till i had to got up to make water. its so passionate in dream, &so successful, that i never...
China surveillance tighten rein. happy time in...
blocking heaps higher.^yesterdays sees surveillance against my Internet traffic tighten rein. i tried more than 30 times with breaking firewall tools, none succeeded. dog behind the blockage laughed. in night after dinner received baby son&suggested haunting KFC nearby, his mom accepted. but she dislike KFC food after read scandal report of its China franchise. i told baby anyone don’t...
a day to save, by Asoh Yukiko, my Japanese Crowned...
a day to save.^yesterday narrowly finished workload. posted a blog for the 1st snow of winter 2010, includes recent photos, and panoramas rebuilt by photoshop. till near 2pm done, across the border of China surveillance. my mouse left in baby’s mom’s house, so i intended buy a new one, &some blank dvds for backup. all the afternoon i doubting borrowing ￥100 from a guy in neighbor...
morning sunshine saves my mother in dark hometown.
a blessing morning.^yesterday is a fruitful day. all things went smoothly as expected. in the morning i buzzed dad’s old house but empty. then buzzed second elder brother, who simply told me mother getting better. i laughed&told him my budget of ￥20000 for mom’s survival another 3 years in the world. he resolved&soon shut up. i worked in office immersed. then eldest brother...